The Bedlam

why I ever consciousness arsenic if thing moves maine from wrong makes maine bash unusual things And disfigured and sometimes dirty,Sometimes I get bare successful the surviving room, dancing, screaming, and burning my apparel and putting them successful a acheronian country connected the crushed floor. Sometimes one interruption up each the mirrors successful the house, urinating connected the paintings that capable the walls. I bash not cognize wherever the humor betwixt my thigh comes from, Although I person go unvirgin from 7 years agone , and my menstrual has been interrupted since astir a twelvemonth , But I bash not cognize wherever to travel each this humor that fills my room,The bed, the walls and the doorway and everything wrong is afloat of blood. I americium not a psychotic patient. I bash not request electrical daze therapy. and Some drugs bring hallucinations astatine nighttime . I consciousness everything well. I consciousness each portion of my body.But I consciousness that thing is wrong my body,, Drives maine and controls, i`m not schizophrenic oregon immoderate intelligence diseases , I person ne'er suffered from each these diseases that these foolish doctors speech about. I person ne'er suffered from these cursed diseases, but I bash not cognize what is happening to maine and erstwhile it volition end.